OOTD: The Finish Line

SO yesterday was the very last day of school. EVA!!!
Okey basically we only had the emotional last ceremony and crying and speeches by teacher and a fellow student. We also planted a tree in front of school and yadayadayada.
Took many pictures and later went out with some of the classmates. Oh and I also attended a fashion show before I joined with them but I'll get to that in another post. :D

So here's just what I wore that day:

Everybody:

And few pictures of the crazies:

Oh yeah Thishthish Matteius, still mad at you.

Anyways I find myself loving this class more and more. The less time we have/had together the more I am fond of them :D

Even though I've been in this class for 1,5 years, I'm really happy I have the change to graduate with this year's flight (that's what it's called in Estonian at least). XXX. LEND

It's really funny how every class and every flight has it's own face and it's SOOOOOO different from my last one.

Even though when ever I sit down behind a table of guys OR girls eiher way they always start picking on me. I suppose I'm an easy target cause I always go along with the game and it ends up really funny. xD

But what I wanted to say is thanks everybody. You were the only reason why I came to school on most days cuz this last year was just a pain in the butt and annoying as hell to me. Love you all! <3

xoxo

- Carol

PhotoDiary: Tutipäev

I'm not sure if this tradition takes place anywhere els then in Estonia but basically on this day 12th grade students dress up like 1st grade kids, play pranks on teachers, suck on a lolly and go in war with water guns. So a lot of fun. :D 

And here are some pictures from our Tutipäev that was just yesterday:

[We turned the teachers' lounge into daycare]

[Childhood picture train]

[Me vlogin]

[We turned one of our teacher's classrooms into a jungle]

There was some of us missing but it was still really nice day. Thanks everybody! ^^

xoxo
- Carol

OOTD: Wooden bow tie

[blouse - Monton; wooden bow tie - London Eye Market; jacket - Primark; skirt - Topshop]


I have few more outfit and London photos waiting in line to come out in few days plus 2 posts today about recent events. :D

xoxo
- Carol

Going crazzzzy

So those of you who know who GD is, you know what he's like. But for those who don't know him and you like fashion I strongly recommend you to keep your eyes on him!!!!

This is he's latest video. Not only is it corky and cheeky with the Big Foot and WC scenes it's also filled with amazing looks and fashion items. ^^

Here's some of my favorites :
- The very first hipster look has amazing hair!!
- Okey I know he looks like a total lady with the next look BUT the hair is still cool
- I LOVE that pink elephant's head/mask thing. :D
- that fitted jacket with square pattern wowaweewa
- then comes out Taeyang (who's hair I still hate, but this one is better then the last one) with gorgeous sunnies and chill tee
- WC scene: really fancy that leather strapped on vest and cool pants
- He looks soooo badass in that badass leather outfit but some what tiny O.o
- OMG that square top hat is a total DIY for a smaller one, right?!?! remind me to do one okey ;)
- if you haven't gotten this before then now I'm telling ya....I have a thing for those formal jackets...especially for fitted ones.......and that dotted one is blissed with the penguin looking longer back
- and I can never go around or over/under sunnies......the matching black ones are sth I've been keeping my eye on for some time
-OMGG2 that dance.....have no word for it!!!!
-GD has always featured at least one mindblowinglyawesome cap....and in this video it's the one with fangs......NEED IT


You know I should have done a rant post about the crayon mv too cause I was seriously taken back by that one. :D

But oh well I hope you guys see as many amazing things in this video as I did and also got inspired by it ^-^

xoxo
- Carol

Updating or upgrading life

So a little update on what's going on right now.

In 2 and half weeks my school will be over. Well the classes will be over. Turning the two weeks after that I'll have 3 exams and then until mid June I'm free to live my life (except I still have to go to work too xD)

So right now I'm between a cap year in Estonia or London and going to uni for BA acting in London.
My auditions are still going on but either way I'm happy with the result. If I do get in, my dream path will start right away and I'll be moving to England for very exciting life in matter of months. If I don't get in, I would have all the time in the world for a very first time after 13 year of school (and an extra year for a person who would do anything but go to school, this was a torture) and I could finally do all those manymany things I'm passionate about. ( you see I'm really bad at my time management and if I start sth I'll get really into it but with school that hasn't been possible) And that also means I could finally do all those videos and blog posts that have been piling up in my head but take too much time to do with school and other things on my hand. :D

On the side note though, I have a phobic fear for needles and blood. Every single time I go to doctor's for blood test I go all ghost in my fcae (even if I look away and go to my happy place), I feel REALLY dizzy, often faint and get a bruise to that place EVERY TIME. Happened to me 2 days ago. >-<
I know exactly what childhood nightmares caused that (might tell ya someday). However my body reacting to it weirdly was before all that. And now I know why! You see when my mom was carrying me she had to go to doctor's for blood test after every 2 weeks and she was always really afraid and always thinking about me. That caused my brain to develop unconscious fear and reaction to all that. :D
Anyways I believe in things like that, if you don't it's fine but this is my story and I'll stick to it.


I'm off to London next weekend again. Really excited!!! However it's funny how I feel staying there...it's like I'm at home but I'm just having a sleepover at my friends place. ^^

xoxo
- Carol