For a little explanation: a fresh start and a new year begins for me on my birthday not on NYE. Because that’s where it all started for everybody, right! ;)
And THE birthday was yesterday.
I’m a planner, list maker, calendar and diary keeper, so it’s no surprise that I planned a big deal of my life ahead at the age of 4. I’ve lived my whole childhood and teen years according to the plans. It’s nothing too strict or crazy and quite frankly leaves a lot of room for spontaneous decisions.
The past few months have been a bit stressful and upsetting just because I feel that I’m on a stand still right now. I didn’t plan to still be here, in Estonia, by this time. I mean I though I’m not moving back anymore. Not after moving away to London in 2013!
And over all with everything els as well. I haven’t accomplished things I hoped I will by this time and I’m not currently heading to the right way as well. So you see what has been upsetting me. Because here, in Estonia, it’s real easy to get stuck. And I did, after coming back from Australia.
But on the other hand I’ve done and accomplished so many things I would have never even dreamed of by this age.
I guess I’m just currently at the look out for the little piece of tread that get’s me up and going to the right direction again.
And I’m excited because I feel this is my year. It’s going to be huge. And I’m going to rock it!! ;)
On other notes there's some changes coming on this blog soon and also a new flood of OOTD posts. So let's kick it off with my Day 2 of Greece outfit!
Until next time,
xx
- Carol
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